My name used to be Shevek M. Lindlar and in a manner it still names me. But I suffer the loss of my life, my friends, my work, my home, my world. What does a name indicate when the corresponding life has disappeared?
After we left the vehicle, the urn and Ava are the only leftovers of my lost world. Without them I couldn’t say that I have not gone insane and just invented my earlier life. Ava’s restlessness makes me worry. Without her I will lose myself.